I'm clearing leave officially beginning tmrw .

You know you had always look forward to this day , thinking of the new and exciting free life ahead . imagining a huge sense of euphoria and you see yourself giddy with happiness and going on to perhaps even mock at the rest of the your poor colleagues. I know , perhaps , some of you may have experienced such heights of joy but i think for my own personal experience . it is definintely not the case .

I think i'm just glad that there's some form of closure that chapter in your life and look back and realise that you've learnt a lot , grown a lot , experienced a lot and just treasure the great times that you have gone by in your 2plus years there . It has been a love/hate relationship , or as a lot of people said , a necessary evil and i think after all these while, you have come to terms with that .

It's over . Not exactly happy , not exactly sad . Just oddly melancholic .