I've been feeling rather drained from school and can't really pinpoint the reason why , it's not the work because whatever that i'm studying i can honestly tell you , i UNDERSTAND . I KNOW and to a certain degree , i like . i really do , but still there is something that bugging me . I think it could be the fact that i'm caring too much . I should learn to let go and take a step to reassess whatever is going on . The constant outflow of money is not making things any easier . I have to agonise over every expenditure and fuck , that's annoying .

It's all copable ( is there such a word ?? ) , just like constant mosquito there buzzing in the background waiting to be smacked .

Perhaps , i'm being all annoyed due to the fact i have to lug my dumb heavy bag to and fro from school . When will the stupid lockers be ready ?