"Shut up , just shut up shut up" .. that's the current song playing in my head at the moment . It's a good song to drown everything out . i'm in the highest state of denial now . Shhh ... i'm not listening . As of now . all systems offline . It's really hard to pinpoint what is bugging me at this point of time where everyday in work , things go by without much of a hitch and i've been tasked quite a mammoth task for me to do for me to prove my worth . I'm sure there are a lot of people out there waiting for such an opportunity like this . I'm not exactly broke . I have a new phone . I get along fine with the people around . So , can someone tell me what the hell am i feeling so depressed ? .. and don't freaking tell me coz i'm not attached :P .