Temporarily shutting down my mind through the music from my winamp ( i just d/l the latest version .. haha ) What ought to have been a good night out has left a bitter aftertaste with me . Even after 2 days , it's still there . The scene vividly played out in my mind over and over again as if the pulsating beats have left a permanent imprint . I guess i was a little freaked out , pissed off , overwhelmed , disappointed all at the same time. To say that i didn't like what i saw would suffice .

Sometimes , people should learn to be more responsible in their lives . If at this time and age, where we possess the full mental capacity to be cognizant of obvious pitfalls and we still need someone to tell us what to do , i reckon that it's pretty pathetic . Sigh . Perhaps i should stop playing the role of advice giver and just shut up and shrug my shoulders the next time a less deserving individual asks for it . My impersonation of "i don't know" is an oscar winning one. Or maybe , as michelle says , "you need new friends"

Maybe , this is what the whole world is all about . All the imperfections and blemishes on an originally clean start. No tabula rasa here. But you know something , one thing is for sure . i had enough . Whatever that can be said , have already been said . *shrugs , i dunno*