I need to be saved . I cannot stop thinking about shopping . Yet , i have no money to do so . Ahh ! It's quite annoying i tell you . I have so many stuff i want to buy . This crazy addiction is getting nowhere . I need to go to someplace where , things are cheap , nice and good . Okay , i am talking about heaven now .

I need a part time job or something . I've even thought about tuition . Tuition !! , i've stooped so low !! Money money , money . Why am i not a hotel heir !! Why does Shangri-la not belong to me !!

Right now , instead of doing window shopping in the actual streets of orchard road , i'm just surfing online sites of the various retails outlets . At least this is safer . This is not a case of retail therapy where i need to shop away my unhappiness or something . It's just this really really strong urge to go out and buy bags and bags of cool clothes back . Maybe it's a manifestation of my post diving blues , but still , the tres chic bag that caught my eye has absolutely nothing to do with diving . i've been wanting a bag for as long as i can remember . and a new phone , a digital camera , new t shirts / shirts / a chic polo T , mp3 player , wallet , jeans , that fuckin dkny watch , ahh !! everything . i want everything .