Responsibility is a complicated thing . There are always things to keep you busy, reports to churn out , phonecalls to make and dead ends to tie up. Being 21 and above can be a bitch . You would expect that as you grow older , things ought to get easier , they always never will . Even with a more mature mind all it ever does is to further complicate things . In fact , everything is turning out the exact opposite of whatever it is suppose to be . You wish that you'll be more in control of your schedule in your busy life but in actual fact , you are constant rearranging your timetables to meet the demands of others . You get pushed into the corner and all you can do is to manage it . You know , sometimes i think , on a deeper subconscious level . I like it . I love being in the eye of the storm . That short minute of time where you would sit in peace watching the items on your to-do list circle around you . Just there not doing anything , but just formulating your strategies to eliminate them one by one . It could also be when you are in the thick of action , being on the double , getting that adrenaline rush , that high when you pull off an impossible task . That immediate release when the task is finished. Maybe getting older does have it's benefits , you get to see the upside of things . You know what i really like ? I love the popping of champagne when everything is over . Get wasted . Get a life . Cheers .