"i have an uncontrollable need to say fuck"

That has definitely got to be one of my best lines . It has been a superbly annoying day . Just one of those PMS days where u wished everyone would just fuck off and die and stop bothering you and to top it all off , i had to have driving lessons today and to make things worse , i have ippt tmrw .

For the umpteen time . I'm type B* . i hate driving . If anything , the only motivation for passing is not because i can drive a car , but because i don't have to learn driving anymore . It's a slow and painful process and i wish it would just stop . Plus , you know you are really bad at driving when you driving instructor changes his car . seriously .. SFU ..

Ippt . i can't run i can't jump i can't hop . i had it . just stop scheduling for stupid sessions of ippt and waste my time to appear at camp and take the bloody test . I can only pass if the testers are blind and the stopwatch is spoilt . Enough enough !! .. take a hint will you ?? .. if i really bothered i would have gone to the gym to work out and stuff , but hey , there's a reason why i go home and watch tv . hell , i would rather repeats of inane advertisements selling exercise equipments with an stupid names like "powerabs" or like "hamster tread mill"

And U , that stupid bugger . Just shut up , you're becoming more and more slappable by the day . Quit talking about yourself , about ur stupid lifestory which we have heard the kazillion times , just quit talking . It will save me all the headache . I still want to dive , i don't want to get permanent ear inflammation from hearing you .

Sometimes , i think i should be locked up and just stay in a cave and just not come out and chew on stalgamites , whatever those limestone formations are called , for food . Bah !

"i'll diminish , and sail to the west " - Galadriel , LOTR

I've become so pathetic that i have to rely on the stupid "Numa Numa" video to make me laugh . I'm officially a lower life form .


Built this Way - Samantha Ronson
Did you ever feel like you wanna be
Someone else for just one day,
Did you ever feel like you wanna
See through another pair of lies,
Did you ever think I'm a wannabe with
Anyone else just one day,
Did you ever you really think of me when i walked away?

You look, you don't sound apologetic,
You smoke your subjects at my eyes, like you think,
You know where you think you'll find, you think you'll figure me out tonight,
But you'll never know what i won't share,
Cause I don't care and I don't care,
You think you'll figure me out tonight,
But I don't care,

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way